Friday, February 27, 2009

wow. i'm actually posting!

had a normal day today.
felt weird i guess. cos like i actually went for bb. lol. was thinking last night, and like i just realised that everything that had happened would just make me a stronger and better person.

maybe all that i've done, may not be good enough. of course it ain't.. i've pissed her off so much. and i mean, i don't really think that anything will go back to normal. it's just too hard for it to. its just damn awkward. one day, i guess there'll be some semblance but for now, it's hard.

i am not over her. i swear i ain't. and sadly, that's the problem. i don't want to regret everything i do. but i certainly regret the whole thing.

I Wish That This Never Happened
That All Would Just Go Back To Normal
However, This Might Never Happen
Cos I Feel Forsaken

All That I've Said
All That I've Done
I Wish That I Could Take It Back
All That I've Tried,
All I Ever Wanted
Is To Have You Right By My Side

I Wish That You Would Know This
Everytime You Go
A Hole Has Been Ripped Out From My Side
How Many Times, Have I Cried Myself To Sleep At Night?

All That I've Said
All That I've Done
I Wish That I Could Take It Back
All That I've Tried,
All I Ever Wanted
Is To Have You Right By My Side

There Have Been Many Sacrifices
And I Know I Have My Vices
But Please
I Just Want What Is Normal
Which Is Everything Goes Back To Normal

Everything Will Go Back To Normal.
Hopefully...

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Monday, February 23, 2009

hey. haha. this blog is going to be dead if i don't post anything. haha.

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