Friday, February 27, 2009
wow. i'm actually posting!had a normal day today.
felt weird i guess. cos like i actually went for bb. lol. was thinking last night, and like i just realised that everything that had happened would just make me a stronger and better person.
maybe all that i've done, may not be good enough. of course it ain't.. i've pissed her off so much. and i mean, i don't really think that anything will go back to normal. it's just too hard for it to. its just damn awkward. one day, i guess there'll be some semblance but for now, it's hard.
i am not over her. i swear i ain't. and sadly, that's the problem. i don't want to regret everything i do. but i certainly regret the whole thing.
I Wish That This Never Happened
That All Would Just Go Back To Normal
However, This Might Never Happen
Cos I Feel Forsaken
All That I've Said
All That I've Done
I Wish That I Could Take It Back
All That I've Tried,
All I Ever Wanted
Is To Have You Right By My Side
I Wish That You Would Know This
Everytime You Go
A Hole Has Been Ripped Out From My Side
How Many Times, Have I Cried Myself To Sleep At Night?
All That I've Said
All That I've Done
I Wish That I Could Take It Back
All That I've Tried,
All I Ever Wanted
Is To Have You Right By My Side
There Have Been Many Sacrifices
And I Know I Have My Vices
But Please
I Just Want What Is Normal
Which Is Everything Goes Back To Normal
Everything Will Go Back To Normal.
Hopefully...
Petros Da' Man flew off at 4:01 AM
Monday, February 23, 2009
hey. haha. this blog is going to be dead if i don't post anything. haha.Petros Da' Man flew off at 10:52 PM
Sunday, January 25, 2009
i got my computer fixed!!!hahahaha!!! finally man.had reunion dinner at two places today. at home with my dads side and at my grandmas place for my mom's side.
im like gonna be so damn bored this CNY cos like theres nothing to do except eat, eat, eat. hahah.
plus i woke up just to use the computer now before i need to go for the visitations. oh well. gtg now
Petros Da' Man flew off at 3:26 PM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
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Petros Da' Man flew off at 2:07 AM
Sunday, November 9, 2008
I wish that it wouldn't be like that. I wish that you would not misunderstand. I wish that i had never admitted it to you. In life, i try not to regret. But i do. After all that I have done, I do not even have your trust. I was happy with the way things were. And at the same time, I experienced a totally different thing - true love. I was desperate. Not desperate for a relationship, but desperate for someone that I could talk to, someone that I could confide in. But it turned out that despite all that I did, all the tears that I shed, all the times I have tried to patch back our friendship, I failed. I will always regret saying these three words:"I love you". I want a return to the good old days. When there was no suspicion, no hidden motive, no backstabbing. I really don't know what I have to do to make it clear to you that I LOVE YOU. Please forgive me. I am really sorry.Petros Da' Man flew off at 8:48 AM
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
i'm like damn bored... it's like only 9am and im already damn bored. sigh...went bus hopping with the person who does not want to be named yesterday. it was random but fun. from queenstown, we went to orchard. then orchard to adam road. after that from adam road to bukit batok , and from bukit batok, we went to bedok. lol. after that we took the train to changi airport. haha. it has so much in common with the person who thought of this crazy/random/interesting/mad. these words describe the "inventor" haha.
BARACK OBAMA WON! Martin Luther King 's dream came true yesterday.
LEWIS HAMILTON WON TOO!!! (four days ago though)
Petros Da' Man flew off at 4:50 PM
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
had a great day today... well, went to the library with sam... and i borrowed like two books about lewis hamilton? haha. well, actually, didnt spot the two books until she pointed them out to me. haha. well, after that, i walked her back, because i like had to go to the bus stop outside her house anyway.well, after that i had chinese tuition, and i like practically did no work. just slacked and it ended early too. for once! haha
erm after that, i like spent my whole afternoon watching bangla bangers. it so rocks! hhaha. its like damn funny.
hmm... im having my dinner now... so yeah. thats all i guess...
Petros Da' Man flew off at 3:11 AM